Metin dökümü (en)

And of course that's the hardest loss that anyone could ever have to lose the person you love the most. The fact that I've portrayed him so beautiful in the show and seeing him every night like that, you know, when I watch the show, it's healing in its way. It's almost like he's never gone. So now he'll always be here not just for me but in the minds of, you know, other people. And the same with my best friend Judy, you know, how I've portrayed her and how people can see what our relationship is because all through the years when you've had a best friend for 70 years and and a husband for 60 you know a very loyal devoted person just seeing all those parts in my life and how that has affected me it's it's been healing in a way but it's made me appreciate my life and made me appreciate all the people more just like the song that's kind of the theme and it's the end it's like i wouldn't be here if you hadn't been there i'm talking to my uncle bill i'm talking to my parents i'm talking to my family i'm talking to sandy gallon i'm talking to god first of all you know and it's like i'm i'm just saying you know like all the people that are in there without judy without carl i wouldn't be here if you hadn't been there and the fans you know which i think is one of the is a really a it was a very inspired song And so I feel like that summed up my whole life. But it's been, I've had to leave my heart wide open. And that can be for.