Metin dökümü (en)

You was having money, bro. Like, and I remember that time flipping the cushions on the couch, looking for quarters and shit. And when you didn't want me to come on that tour, I was fucked up for real. Seeing you in so much success, it grew jealousy in me. There were things I did and things I said at that time that I apologized for. I know, I already know. Yeah, I mean, and I apologize for those things. I had to get over it or I wouldn't be with you right now. I had to get to a place where. Let me say sorry for someone's time. Because there was something that was on my mind while you was just talking that I always wanted to apologize for. One thing that I did that I always felt bad about around acid rap. Kara was trying to book me a tour and she was like, you should have Vic open. Yeah, that was one that hurt me. And I was like, no, I'm sorry. I appreciate you. That one hurt me bad. You know what, too, bro? Because it was like, you was having money, bro. And I remember that time flipping the cushions on the couch, man. Like looking for quarters and shit. And when you, um, didn't want me to come on that tour, I was fucked up for real. Like, damn. Nigga I taking shit out of my sister piggy bank nigga You know what I saying I was in the piggy bank And I was like I knew I was right there You know I knew I was right there What I had to come to was like, I want you to win with or without me. And that was a science that took so much experience for me to understand holistically as a man, as a human being, that the desire or the need for reciprocity is not necessarily conducive to the benefit that you get from giving. Like when you give without needing to get it back the way you think that it's supposed to come back to you, you open yourself up because I learned that like the energy that you are putting towards coveting someone else's success, oh, I wish that was me. I wish I was on this tour. I wish I had that magazine cover, them looks. Man, that energy is invaluable energy. It could be used to go get turning up. You know what I'm using that energy on building yourself. It's been such a valuable lesson for me to be like, man, real love, bro, real love does not require that it be requited. Like real love is selfless.